Cool. You’re cool. Yeah, you know, “unnecessary” is a funny word because nothing is really NECESSARY. It’s not like I give people air. I cook sometimes. I bring ice water up for my partner when she needs it. But it’s not necessary.
Going through a rough patch isn’t necessary but it’s not entirely unnecessary, either. I think all lasting relationships, whether it’s friendship or family or significant others, go through trials and tribulations. I think it is necessary for getting to know them and for your relationship to establish itself. Who are the friends you can and can’t talk to in certain situations? Who are the people who can help you out of a pinch and who are the people who need more help than you? It takes time and talking and stress.
Personally, I think I handle things pretty well. I don’t throw things. I don’t send hurtful messages to people. I try to even avoid talking to friends so that I don’t have to bring stress onto more people than what is necessary for me to work things out.
I have been learning to handle myself better. If someone has a problem with the way I handle things, they can avoid/block/unfollow me or they can get off anon and tell it to my face. Otherwise, I’m just going to keep working on myself in the way I have discussed with the people who had the guts to talk it out with me.
Sometimes I freeze up. Sometimes I need a moment. Sometimes I need to talk to myself. I used to need to do that a lot. I used to expect people to know what to do to handle me. I’ve trimmed it down significantly and I’m not really going to do more than that right now. It helps me cope and it helps me center myself so that I can face the problem head on. So that I can explain my actions to people instead of expecting them to understand. So that I can understand their actions instead of expecting the worst. Who are you to judge me?
The tutorial of how I achieve watercolor effect in Sai! :) I highly recommend using real watercolor paintings (your own or ones found on the internet) as reference.
And here you can find a few useful links:
- You can download the Sai file of this picture here: link
- Video process of painting another picture: link
- The old watercolor tutorial: link
- Sai brushes (none of them is made by me) link + file you need to open them in Sai: link
- Awesome watercolor brushes made by Kyle T Webster: link
Here’s the finished painting: link
Please add more unwarranted explosions to gifs. It’s my favorite.
Micheal Bay’s Pro Skater for XBox One.
Thank you very much. Sometimes wanting to be happy comes for a price that isn’t fair to others and I think when your happiness takes away from others, it DOES start to become selfish. It’s okay to ask for things but there’s always a limit to what you should take, especially without giving back. Sometimes I’m afraid I’m going too far.
I was feeling like a bad person for the emotions I was going through the other day. It’s all petty jealousy in the end and I need to learn to overcome that. I’m not perfect but I’m trying to be a good person and the fact that I’m getting there makes me feel good. It makes me feel happy. I need to remind myself that I’m not perfect and that it’s my actions that define me. I’m taking the right actions, I think… so no matter how fucked up my emotions are, I’m going to do what’s right and that’s what matters to me right now. Thank you for your support.
Hell yeah, I’m designing for AAW this year.
Step 1: Save that date.
Step 2: Pretend this image is a hot potato and share it all over the place.
Will I be something?
Am I something?
And the answer comes:
You already are.
You always were.
And you still have time to be.
i think i can accurately say that i can crush a man’s head with my thighs